Crossed Over

CLC just wrote a blog entry that I can completely relate to. I've already said I wasn't sure what would happen to this blog, and now that Maddie's here, I'm even more uncertain.

This space has given me a place to vent and to rage and to hope and to worry and to wait...and now I've crossed over from the place that I was to the place that I am. I am not the person I was before getting pregnant the first time, and I'm not the same as I was right after I miscarried, and I'm not the same as the the day before Madeleine was born. I want to keep writing, and I will, but this seems to be the wrong place to talk about cloth diapering and breastfeeding and all of the other things that are on my mind now.

So I'm stepping back, and I'll see how it goes. I'll still be following your journey, and praying that you will soon have the same dilemma I face now. Thank you for helping me through the anguish of loss, the frustration of trying, and through a pregnancy full of complications - this space has been my sanity and my sanctuary, and you have been my support.

With much love and gratitude,
Amy


PS - My family blog is here if you want to stay connected in the blogosphere.